A CALLING TO LIFE - a call to the circle
Written on a gray Thursday in February 2023
as I slip in and out of meaningfulness.
I know it IS here.
I know it is forming itself in me.
I know it is new and follows different paths than before.
Can we find the strength, the hope, the faith, the joy, our own meaning in a world that may feel inhumane, filled with loneliness and hopelessness?
Maybe I've learned it to be enough. Let the days pass by. Gave up on a path that doesn't make sense. Found space in NOT finding meaning.
It is possible to survive and at the same time I know it cannot last! - without me giving up - for good.
How do I change my lane?
Where do I find the will for life - for new meaning?
This is a call to meet in the circle - 'A CALL TO LIFE'
HERE
- we awaken the breath and subtle sensation in the presence of the moment.
- breathes spirit to the feeling, and follow it to find its peace / expression - as far as it wants and can be contained for now...
- we share, seek friendship with the darkness and focus on the cracks of light and life, which IS here - maybe in the body, maybe in the thought - in the dream - in the longing - in the action, maybe in a completely different place or space...
MAYBE
- we discover contennections in our inner stuff
- we experience life as it is sensed and felt
- we manage to accept 'what is'
- we find meaning in the heart that thought has not touched before
Perhaps our path shows different angles...
Maybe here is a calling somewhere! - I couldn't feel before.
It opens up when I start to relate to myself and the world around me.
Maybe I HAVE a God! - a spiritual dimension -
perhaps it will speak and paint a direction, a vision.
Heal my fleeting heart, give me safe space and peacefulness.
Maybe touch and show me something completely different and just what I need...
Promise me - take one step today - maybe in a new direction..
Maybe it is to contact me!
HANNAH