THE FIELD OF ALLOWING
 
 The space, the energy and intention of the space has a huge impact on how vulnerable and big we dare to be,
how high we can fly, how deep we can dive
 
 
 
 
You who read this will come from different conditions. For some it may be obvious 'to allow', for others not.
I hope you find your way to scrool through to see if anything feels relevant to you.

Discovering new aspects. What to write? How much to pinpoint out? .. is taking me on this writing journey ~ a work in process ⚗️ 
 
 
WHY WRITE SO MUCH ABOUT IT!
~ the phycological woundings mingling with restricting energies
 
I know I'm far from being the only one who feel that it can be so much easier to be with animals and the more-than-human existences than with people.
Many of us carry a lot of phycological wounding that proves itself not safe to feel safe, not feeling met and free to express one's hearts and feelings amongst our own species. 
 
The powerful essence ~ unique in every one of us ~ can be scary for others and sometimes to myself.
Being expressed it doesn't fit in any old box. Just as I sometimes try to ignore the feeling, the stuckness or another unmasked facet of my humanness - even if I know they are keys to entering the center of my being.
 
And when I from the outside meet this invisible energy wall of restricted mind-sets of other people, that I intuitively sense don't recognise or maybe even judges my expression ~ it locks my throat and my message comes out just wrong or not at all.
 
To counteract both my own inner judgments and this wall of collective coding I need to practice standing strong in my own authority, in my heart and sensitive authenticity.
 
In a field of mutual respect and care I know this free feeling showing up. When I stand in my center, my need for others to understand me often vanishes ~ I'm in a state of pure energy in its own right.
 
I hope for this kind of experience for us all ~ in the circle ~ in the field of allowing. 
 
 
THE ALLOWING
is first to allow oneself/one's true being to unfold
~ and to allow the same for others.
 
For that we need a room without roof/without mental/moral limits.
We need it to be a sensitive and receptive space ~ in a safe setting.
And we need to wish to be true to ourselves and to others,
and have patience with the process.
 
 
THE ALLOWING TOGETHER WITH OTHERS 
is a field we cocreate to provide such space for deepening and free expression.
I love to call it a space of the new sacred.
It can take us as deep as we're willing, ready and prepared to go.
It will vary from day to day and from which intention is set in the group.
 
I like to think of the sharing circle as the frame for our gathering.
It holds a structure and guidelines that can make a safe space. 
Protect individual integrity. Ensure everyone's receiving equal time of attention. Confidentiality etc..
 
 
 
A FIELD OF SENSITIVITY, FEELINGS
AND POSSIBLE PROVOCATION 
But it cannot ensure us 'not' to be provoked, deeply touched by an other persons sharing or what builds up in the group energy.
Hopefully most times this is a good thing, but sometimes I just don't feel I have room inside for certain things - it being just for the moment or in general.
 
Much can be delt with in how we choose to open the circle and in keep staying true to myself.
So much is cleared by taking own authority and speaking up on ones issues. When they arise or as a starter to clear the path for oneself.
When I ex. say that I feel very vulnerable or agitated today and I may need to step away from the circle, maybe be on and off or stay and see where it goes - I will be supported in giving myself permission to take care for myself. 
Maybe this should be the first guideline:
Take good care of yourself and speak up
 
It is in everyone's decision to join and take responsibility for oneself and also for the space. 
If I feel too tired, too upset today I have the choice to say it in the starting round, and see what it does to me and the group.
Truth and acceptance - in my experience - can change my mood in a split second.
It is an energy that loves to be set free!
Sometimes I may feel it right to leave the room, but often my issues and things are signals of something precious waiting to be set free. 
 
Second guideline could be
Truth will set me free
 
When we invite for a sacred space (however we put that into words) we have the subtle helpers - and those higher entities we may call upon - by our side to support and guide our processes and uplift the field of the circle.
 
Whether this or something else is my spiritual world view 
What feels right in my body can be my guardian guide
 
The strongest clarity, inner power and pulsing open heart I've felt in my life has come from stepping out of comfortzone and into the circle. 
Trust, clarity, strong heart may likely be my outcome 
 
And as in life, we each will have to find our own way in this..
 

 

"I DONT NEED A FANCY HOUSE
I JUST NEED A SAFE PLACE THAT FEELS LIKE HOME
A PLACE TO RAISE MY WILD BABIES.
A SPACE FULL OF UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE, LAUGHTER AND IMAGINATION.
THE KIND OF PLACE WHERE WONDER
AND COURAGE ARE BORN"

 
BROOKE HAMPTON,
wild woman, caretaker, barefoot five
 
 
THE FIELD OF ALLOWING IS MY NEW SACRED SPACE
personal writing by YAY

 
My spiritual and creative energy needs 'the field of allowing' to unfold its ways. My human presence, heart and insights sometimes need another beings authentic presence and expression to deepen. 
And a safe and supportive setting to hold it all.
 
I need 'the kind of spaces' - that allow me to accept and express everything I meet on my way
~ allow me to dive deep
~ allow me to reach high with no judging restriction on how far I may go. Which words I may use. Which feelings or messages I may meet and receive
~ allow me to be witnessed in the humble, the bold, the wise and the ordinairy
~ allow me to open to new insights, ability and powers
~ allow me to unfold the fragile sprout of the new
~ allow me to reach out for support 
~ allow me to be granted to witness another being sharing hes heart, hes darkness and light 
~ allow me to walk on the edge and share my weird stories
 
 
Please add your longings and needs of an allowing and supportive field, that respects your integrity and unique journey.
 
In the field of allowing we can all put our soul's cravings out in the open, along with the longings of the human heart and body.
And we are giving each other space to express and finding ways for it to be met.
 
We will know that for us to be given the space and the kind of attention needed, each of us will have to give manyfold attention, heart and non-judgemental attitude back to the field - and to our fellow beings.
 
This may take a bit of work and inner growth for some of us
- or maybe a lot from all os us ;-)
 
 
Writing this I just realize how important intention is.
How the 'allowing' from the lower ego is destroying the world.
 
Of course I knew that, but I didn't think, how important it is to state that my/our intention is of a higher good.
It is difficult for me to find the words. It's like deep inside of me I've always carried this uplifting intention of profound change.
 
I guess you have too - we may just think and word it differently.
 
 
Writing and realization in further process ⚗️
 
 
A song that touches my experience:
 
"There's a moment when fear and dream must colide..
 
  Someone I am is waiting for courage
  The one I am the one I will become will catch me

  So let me fall if I must fall.. "

Let me fall - Cirque du Soleil  ↓
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