I have my personal issues to deal with. One is around growing old ~ but 'growing' is actually what it is. The letting go's leave he essential more up front.
I also have more time and inner space for supporting the unfolding of another being and interrelating with the wholeness.
Whatelse I love about opening to Elderhood is not craving a spot in the spotlight, but owning it inside.
I may have more of that emptiness and patience it takes to listen deeply, but those who know me will know that sometimes a vulcanic fountain rumbles and spreads its colours.
Till now I've found one channel for that energy to pass through in everyday life, instead of piling up causing depression or override my surroundings. I've got a YouTube space that I feel holds a future for these expressions, often soft and babbling when feeling in tune and in a steady flow. And to me it's more than that. It reminds me of my peak-time as poetic clown ~ my soul passing on its vibration..
yet one face in the forest
Alongside many beings, not so often recognised, I see myself as an intuitive, energetical game changer. I use it in the headline here, because it comes in so many different orientations and disguises.
Somehow for me it includes genderfluity/androgyny, more in a spiritual than physiological sense.
I love to let loose the whole spectrum of that which energizes and deepens my being ~ AND I'm thrilled when we find a shared wave of expression.
Energized by realness, I aim to stay authentic to my truth of the moment and what I feel and sense through my ups'n'downs. Especially the self-love it takes to stand in integrity is an ongoing work for me.
I intend to touch the f*yes frequency and that which opens me to the softness and dephts of my heart.
