presentations in writing are difficult for me - i dont like boxes or definitions - i dont have words that really fit - i prefere the live version where the present energy speaks for itself -
for now - maybe look around and catch a sense
• one of my faces •
I'm odd, I'm old..
Yet I know, that when I open myself to that ~
everything changes
What felt odd turns into my superpower
What felt old turns into lived embodiment
and fields of space and wider vision
What makes me move on is to give in..
With a mind having 'been there ~ done that' sort of thing,
but know so much more to discover
With my heart looking for a place to land and engage
With my spirit craving me to listen and live what I know
I've been on that new-earth track forever
and the world hasn't changed for the better ~ or has it!?
Maybe it has !
Maybe what we knew for so long
is now revealing itself
and things are falling apart
People are falling apart
Shedding all that does not work anymore
The phoenix ~ and yet maybe even more than that!
A new world not build from the old bricks
but rising from the ashes by a new spirit and
the foreseen unseen
And this time I'm not going to live only in my own inner world
This time I'm going to open to a faith
that has been murring in the background
That has called me, but I did not always listen
That has whispered to me:
There is more..
There is a new seed hidden in the mud that wants to live
And no-one, nothing can stop it
Because that seed is meant to become..
It is coded in the circles of existence
And it is much bigger than you
and the times you're passing through right now
It will reach beyond your lifetime
As it reaches way back before your body came into this form
It is an energy within all living
A subtle force, will and worth
beyond your imagination
It's the source of creation itself
What you name it is up to you
It will not change because of you
It will find its ways through you
There is a new seed hidden in the mud that wants to live
And no-one, nothing can stop it
